3:36am
I lay still as this song played for the nth time, it felt fresh, like falling in love all over again. My sleep hormone won't cooperate as usual, I'd check the time, 1:05am, 1:56am, 2:30.. and so on.. I give up. I stood up and stepped out, the orange-tinged deep blue skyline braced me, it was a magnificent sight, seamlessly breathtaking. I stood there as the crisp morning air touched my cheeks, and that delightful cool feel on my nose put me into sheer nostalgia. It was one beautiful morning, when the sun was yet rising, and the song that serenades my heart was still playing on the background. I was caught in the moment, thoughts came rushing into my mind, I didn't want to think, lol, it was like my mind started to contemplate against my will. After some minutes, I realized that I have been suppressing something for the longest time, I am good at suppressing my emotions. I thought, maybe next lifetime? We could be? Yeah. Next lifetime. For the mean time, just keep me inspired, behind YOUR back(you don't know, and you don't have to know how much you've become an inspiration to me), and i will keep you at the back of my mind, just stay there, cos at the moment, things are just impossible. I yawned, got in and went to bed. Tomorrow I will have completely forgotten every thought I have, now, I'm good at suppressing :)
